Everybody needs dreams, but no one can live on illusions, and no illusion lives for ever. I think I finally am ready to try to let go of a magnificent illusion which has helped me to survive for almost 25 years. As I clung to it, it gave me much joy, but much pain too. I never forgot it was an unattainable illusion, and I never could bring myself to recognise that fact.
I am quite certain that it would not have remained an illusion if I had been 25 years younger.
Why do I publish this post which I wrote months ago right now ? In the middle of the night ?
Why not ?
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